CULT: –adjective: of, for, or attracting a small group of devotees: "a cult movie".
Taking into consideration our amount of devotees, you're about to be part of one hell of a cult blog; a couple of readers less and we will turn into a diary.
Welcome to Xochiquetzal's mind. Grab a seat and enjoy the show.
Antes que reclamem: a culpa é da Bel por me dizer que não conhecia Bob Dylan. Aqui vai o superlativo (em todos os sentidos) "Last Thoughts on Woody Guthrie", lido por Dylan. I hope you enjoy.
K thnx bai
--Xochiquetzal.
Last Thoughts On Woody Guthrie
When your head gets twisted and your mind grows numb When you think you're too old, too young, too smart or too dumb When you're laggin' behind an' losin' your pace In the slow-motion crawl or life's busy race No matter whatcha doin' if you start givin' up If the wine don't come to the top of your cup If the wind got you sideways it's one hand holdin' on And the other starts slippin' and the feelin' is gone And your train engine fire needs a new spark to catch it And the wood's easy findin' but you're lazy to fetch it And your sidewalk starts curlin' and the street gets too long And you start walkin' backwards though you know that it's wrong And lonesome comes up as down goes the day And tomorrow's mornin' seems so far away And you feel the reins from your pony are slippin' And your rope is a-slidin' 'cause your hands are a-drippin' And your sun-decked desert and evergreen valleys Turn to broken down slums and trash-can alleys And your sky cries water and your drain pipe's a-pourin' And the lightnin's a-flashin' and the thunder's a-crashin' The windows are rattlin' and breakin' and the roof tops are shakin' And your whole world's a-slammin' and bangin' And your minutes of sun turn to hours of storm An' to yourself you sometimes say "I never knew it was gonna be this way Why didn't they tell me the day I was born?" And you start gettin' chills and you're jumpin' from sweat And you're lookin' for somethin' you ain't quite found yet And you're knee-deep in dark water with your hands in the air And the whole world's watchin' with a window peek stare And your good gal leaves and she's long gone a-flyin' And your heart feels sick like fish when they're fryin' And your jackhammer falls from your hands to your feet But you need it badly an' it lays on the street And your bell's bangin' loudly but you can't hear its beat And you think your ears mighta been hurt Your eyes've turned filthy from the sight-blindin' dirt And you figured you failed in yesterday's rush When you were faked out an' fooled while facin' a four flush And all the time you were holdin' three queens It's makin you mad, it's makin' you mean Like in the middle of Life magazine Bouncin' around a pinball machine And there's something on your mind that you wanna be sayin' That somebody someplace oughta be hearin' But it's trapped on your tongue, sealed in your head And it bothers you badly when your layin' in bed And no matter how you try you just can't say it And you're scared to your soul you just might forget it And your eyes get swimmy from the tears in your head An' your pillows of feathers turn to blankets of lead And the lion's mouth opens and you're starin' at his teeth And his jaws start closin' with you underneath And you're flat on your belly with your hands tied behind And you wish you'd never taken that last detour sign You say to yourself just what am I doin' On this road I'm walkin', on this trail I'm turnin' On this curve I'm hangin' On this pathway I'm strollin', this space I'm taking And this air I'm inhaling? Am I mixed up too much, am I mixed up too hard Why am I walking, where am I running What am I saying, what am I knowing On this guitar I'm playing, on this banjo I'm frailing On this mandolin I'm strumming, in the song I'm singing, In the tune I'm humming, in the words that I'm thinking In the words I'm writing In this ocean of hours I'm all the time drinking Who am I helping, what am I breaking What am I giving, what am I taking? But you try with your whole soul best Never to think these thoughts and never to let Them kind of thoughts gain ground Or make your heart pound But then again you know when they're around Just waiting for a chance to slip and drop down 'Cause sometimes you hear 'em when the night time come creeping And you fear they might catch you sleeping And you jump from your bed, from the last chapter of dreamin' And you can't remember for the best of your thinkin' If that was you in the dream that was screaming And you know that's somethin' special you're needin' And you know there's no drug that'll do for the healing And no liquor in the land to stop your brain from bleeding You need somethin' special You need somethin' special, all right You need a fast flyin' train on a tornado track To shoot you someplace and shoot you back You need a cyclone wind on a stream engine howler That's been banging and booming and blowing forever That knows your troubles a hundred times over You need a Greyhound bus that don't bar no race That won't laugh at your looks Your voice or your face And by any number of bets in the book Will be rolling long after the bubblegum craze You need something to open up a new door To show you something you seen before But overlooked a hundred times or more You need something to open your eyes You need something to make it known That it's you and no one else that owns That spot that you're standing, that space that you're sitting That the world ain't got you beat That it ain't got you licked It can't get you crazy no matter how many times you might get kicked You need something special, all right You need something special to give you hope But hope's just a word That maybe you said, maybe you heard On some windy corner 'round a wide-angled curve But that's what you need man, and you need it bad And your trouble is you know it too good 'Cause you look an' you start gettin' the chills 'Cause you can't find it on a dollar bill And it ain't on Macy's window sill And it ain't on no rich kid's road map And it ain't in no fat kid's fraternity house And it ain't made in no Hollywood wheat germ And it ain't on that dim-lit stage With that half-wit comedian on it Rantin' and ravin' and takin' your money And you thinks it's funny No, you can't find it neither in no night club, no yacht club And it ain't in the seats of a supper club And sure as hell you're bound to tell No matter how hard you rub You just ain't a-gonna find it on your ticket stub No, it ain't in the rumors people're tellin' you And it ain't in the pimple-lotion people are sellin' you And it ain't in a cardboard-box house Or down any movie star's blouse And you can't find it on the golf course And Uncle Remus can't tell you and neither can Santa Claus And it ain't in the cream puff hairdo or cotton candy clothes Ain't in the dime store dummies an' bubblegum goons And it ain't in the marshmallow noises of the chocolate cake voices That come knocking and tapping in Christmas wrapping Sayin' ain't I pretty and ain't I cute, look at my skin, Look at my skin shine, look at my skin glow, Look at my skin laugh, look at my skin cry, When you can't even sense if they got any insides These people so pretty in their ribbons and bows No, you'll not now or no other day Find it on the doorsteps made of paper maché And inside of the people made of molasses That every other day buy a new pair of sunglasses And it ain't in the fifty-star generals and flipped-out phonies Who'd turn you in for a tenth of a penny Who breathe and burp and bend and crack And before you can count from one to ten Do it all over again but this time behind your back, my friend, The ones that wheel and deal and whirl and twirl And play games with each other in their sand-box world And you can't find it either in the no-talent fools That run around gallant And make all the rules for the ones that got talent And it ain't in the ones that ain't got any talent but think they do And think they're fooling you The ones that jump on the wagon Just for a while 'cause they know it's in style To get their kicks, get out of it quick And make all kinds of rnoney and chicks And you yell to yourself and you throw down your hat Saying, "Christ, do I gotta be like that? Ain't there no one here that knows where I'm at Ain't there no one here that knows how I feel Good God Almighty, that stuff ain't real": No, but that ain't your game, it ain't your race You can't hear your name, you can't see your face You gotta look some other place And where do you look for this hope that you're seekin' Where do you look for this lamp that's a-burnin' Where do you look for this oil well gushin' Where do you look for this candle that's glowin' Where do you look for this hope that you know is there And out there somewhere And your feet can only walk down two kinds of roads Your eyes can only look through two kinds of windows Your nose can only smell two kinds of hallways You can touch and twist And turn two kinds of doorknobs You can either go to the church of your choice Or you go to Brooklyn State Hospital You find God in the church of your choice You find Woody Guthrie in Brooklyn State Hospital And though it's only my opinion I may be right or wrong You'll find them both In Grand Canyon Sundown
fim de semana corrido. assim que tudo passar, vou fumar um... cigarro de menta e prestar atenção nesse trem.
morrendo de vontade de escrever, mas cadê o tempo? no momento, toda a minha dedicação literária está sendo despejada -se não desperdiçada- num trabalho sobre os fundamentos filosóficos e sócio-históricos da educação.
As coisas vêm até mim dos modos mais inesperados, e com um timing perfeito. SEMPRE.
Ando pensando em simplesmente parar de trabalhar, pois algo me diz que descobrirei que tenho um tio rico na Nova Zelândia que deixou toda a sua fortuna em ovelhas pra mim, ou que sou a herdeira perdida do trono de Timólei-Mólei. A montanha veio a Maomé tantas vezes que Maomé se transformou numa sedentária existencial, balofa de acomodação. Venham a mim os livros, venham a mim as pessoas fabulosas, venham a mim as notas de cinquenta reais, venham a mim os poemas pertinentes.
E eles vêm.
"Last Thoughts on Woody Guthrie" é a descrição detalhada da minha doença mental, da raiz de meu desassossego, do meu desespero de viver.
2 comentários:
fim de semana corrido.
assim que tudo passar, vou fumar um... cigarro de menta e prestar atenção nesse trem.
morrendo de vontade de escrever, mas cadê o tempo? no momento, toda a minha dedicação literária está sendo despejada -se não desperdiçada- num trabalho sobre os fundamentos filosóficos e sócio-históricos da educação.
chupando as bolas de sócrates,
bel.
As coisas vêm até mim dos modos mais inesperados, e com um timing perfeito. SEMPRE.
Ando pensando em simplesmente parar de trabalhar, pois algo me diz que descobrirei que tenho um tio rico na Nova Zelândia que deixou toda a sua fortuna em ovelhas pra mim, ou que sou a herdeira perdida do trono de Timólei-Mólei. A montanha veio a Maomé tantas vezes que Maomé se transformou numa sedentária existencial, balofa de acomodação.
Venham a mim os livros, venham a mim as pessoas fabulosas, venham a mim as notas de cinquenta reais, venham a mim os poemas pertinentes.
E eles vêm.
"Last Thoughts on Woody Guthrie" é a descrição detalhada da minha doença mental, da raiz de meu desassossego, do meu desespero de viver.
Quando eu parar de pensar eu escrevo.
Sem pressa,
--X.
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